Hello,
I share here what I consider to be a sensory experience strange and mostly sad. First of all I am quite skeptical and someone who seeks above all to rationalize. However, I still feel that there are "things" or what I call "energy" that are present and which are not visible. I do not believe their intentions are just ... there. Whether in our heads or outside. I'm not a believer in any religion.
My experience is taking place there years of this, (I was in college / high school) and on holiday with friends. We waited one of the friends with which they had come to the seaside because one of them had a vacation home. We visited a market in land (ie no sea coast were visible from where I was) and patiently talking. There was a shop with colorful dresses ... My girlfriend left me alone to watch a little. I looked at the sky and suddenly I had flashes of a person at the edge of the cliff. A beautiful and elegant woman with long hair in a light white dress who committed suicide because her fiance was away at sea and she believed lost. And then a huge sadness and pain have crossed before me and are out again from behind. I struggled to absorb the impact. It's very cliché I confess.But eventually I had so wanted to cry. So sad this woman was great. My friend next to me to bring some reality by telling me she called me a long time and I had scared her because I had eyes rolled back.
I then tried to reassure her by advancing the thesis of drugs at the time were prescribed number or a daydream me.
But basically it was more than strange and foreign. It was not mine those feelings of despair, sadness, melancholy, regret ... the atmosphere was too different from the light of where I was.
Following this, it reminded me several dreams in which I saw a figure so that suicide was on vacation just at the seaside with that friend.
Today I have 24 years and I feel really tired and old (sixty). I had much confined for others and myself in order to protect myself and I've also blocked certain sensitivities. Now I manage it all better I unblock me gradually.
I'm not psychic or another. I think just having some sensitivity.
Hong
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